I feel so silly writing this post today, but at the same time, it’s whatever. Life is crazy and I just roll with it. So I’ll just come out and say it. Nestor and I are back together. He finally reached out to me and we had the talk that we needed. We both realized that we had a big misunderstanding and we want to give ourselves another shot. The wonders that communication can do and the chaos that can come about when there is no communication.
While we give each other another chance, we’re also going to take things a little slow. I know we rushed things when we got together, despite the fact that he wanted to take things slow. But no, being an emotional person I wanted to go all in right away. Now we see how rushing that process caused these consequences.
When you’re still getting to know one another, it can be so easy to jump into conclusions. That’s exactly what I did. I thought he was breaking up with me, so I reacted in my anger. All the while, he wasn’t breaking up with me, I misunderstood his words. Boy, I feel stupid, but that was my mistake. He also recognizes he should have been more clear so it’s not one’s fault over the other.
As far as being in a relationship right now, I’m good with it. I think this situation has shown me that I took things out on him because I wasn’t happy with other areas in my life. We’re going to tread lightly if you will, so as to not make the same mistakes we made the first time around.
We’re springing it forward. And although I’m eager to get things back to the way they were, I know it’s going to take time. But I much rather take the time it’s necessary to make sure we give our love a fighting chance. It’s so worth it, it’s precious and I’m so thankful for this.
NesTea… my handsome. I love you.